My best birthday gift ever....

Ten days ago, I celebrated my 29th birthday.

Correction, I reached the age of exactly 29 but no celebration whatsoever, just a few sms wishing me "Happy Birthday" from a small lots whom I consider as my best buddies. At least they didn't forget that not-so-important date in their lives. Thanks a lot, you happy lots!

I didn't get anything for my 29th birthday. To say I didn't expect anything on my big day is a lie, and it is also a lie to say that I did not feel disappointed when I got nothing this year. Also, it was a huge disappointment when those people you thought you are closed to did not remember at all!

But the best birthday gift I have ever had in my whole life is the presence of someone whom I would never find another ever. Though I later felt sorry and disappointed (with myself) because I missed the big breakfast I was supposed to have with him on that very morning (I left my phone in the car the night before and his calls went definitely unanswered, stupid me!!), the few minutes he spent with me was the best moment and the one that I cannot simply wish for more...

At 29, what more can I wish than love, peace and joy?

Wish I was there....

Called my mother to check things out. Sis has started to work, but she talk and eat less still. She keep herself isolated.

Zea is sent to her babysitter as usual. Back home yesterday, she ran to the bedroom looking and calling out for her abah...

God, give her the strength to move on. Protect them and shower them with love, peace and joy. Amin.