Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Out of reach....


This is my place. I have been here since day one I was brought in. This corner is mine, a corner where I could only glance out through the window that fenced me from the world outside; motionless in my own disability.

Comes the sun its light shines upon me, warms me up and slowly fades the color of my skin.
Come the rain, I could only hope that the window would protect me from soaking wet; afraid that my incomplete form would melt in the course of time from the pollution-tainted rain.

I knew why I am here, brought in from the place where I was sold; though in my imperfect form but somehow attractive to some people that they wanted to own me at whatever cost. But I am only an object of display, nothing more; that is what I am to them.

Makes me wonder, was I ever been loved? If I ever was, why then I was being sold from one to another? I am so confused, and my heart is badly ached. They had me, but strangely they never gave their hearts and they put a distance to my existence. I was so sad, and still am.

But this morning as the sun rises, from this very spot in my small world I can see there is a light out there for me.




2 comments:

imran said...

GOSSSHHHHHH...i lOVE that THING....seriously..great choice! kat sini mahal!.

Azhariz Azra said...

i'm sure u're gonna love it and guess what, i got it from the korean shop and it was way damn cheap
i'm selling it off, my mom has disapproved. received few calls already, but nothing came off since "i'm out of town"
sad