He has no idea of what I have been through...of how much hurt he had caused me...of my struggling in life to move on without him...of how hard I try not to have him rule my every day...of as hard as I try to forget him, I still can't.
He has no idea that I do not know how to trust people anymore...that I do not know how to love anymore...that I do not know how to hate him so that I can move on...that I am tired of trying.
He has no idea of how afraid I am to love again.
He absolutely has no idea. At all.
And I am in total despair, because of him.
Does he know that?
No, of course he does not.
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