Work sucks!!

I don't really get it.

Why am I seen as not performing just because the core figure is inconsistent for the past 4 months when I am catching up on other areas which I hardly focused on for the past 2 years? I was alone manning the fort before but now I have 3 more person fairly competing for the figure, isn't it purely natural that my figure becomes inconsistent of late?

Hey, I am the only qualified investment consultant there and look how much I have contributed for the past few months! I am not losing my focus, but I am more diversified. And that is because of their own greediness! So is it my fault?

Furthermore, I am always the person to seek for help and assistance to rectify whatever mistakes done by other people be it internally or externally. My time has always been snatched up by unnecessary disturbances, to the extent that I couldn't finish my job on time. Oh, have I mentioned about their dump-every-complex-cases-to-him-and-keep-the-easiest-ones-for-yourself attitude towards me?

And now, they plan to transfer me to other place due to my non-performing. Bastardo!

Well, they don't know what they're gonna miss. Soon when I leave, they're gonna cry for their loss...!
Because nowhere, and never again will they find another person as good as me! Huh!

Hello 2010, here I come....

Man, another year passed by. The future that lies ahead is still unknown. Then again, I try not to be bothered by anything or anyone. Why worry and risk the fun you can have? Hey, even my dinner today was delivered to my front door! Pemalas!

Anyway...

True it is, what people have been saying, penantian satu penyeksaan. But at the end of the day, I am eternally grateful to the Almighty - that with His blessings, I am richer by 5.25 months. Syukur! Although within the next few hours I am going to be thrown back to the almost poor life that I have always been. Thanks to you, Pendek! And your mom too...

Ahh, whatever! I am extremely tired and sleepy, I wanna sleep like a baby tonight. Enough with these craps.

Happy new year everybody!