Sunday, June 14, 2009

On getting another year older....


It was perfect. With no alarm clock to my assistance, I woke up from a deep sleep (I have been sleeping since 7pm yesterday) exactly at 7.45am, the same exact time when I was brought into this (cruel?) world. I took a long shower, had a very heavy breakfast, then dumped myself into The Last Eunuch of China until I got bored reading about someone's past (whilst the future has lots more to offer).

I'm getting older and so much in life yet to be achieved.

While typing this I realized how much time I have wasted. So many things that I have planned did not materialized and some went into ashes. For example, the main bedroom wall is yet to be hanged with the wallpaper I bought more than a year ago, the plan for an internet based business is at halt due to health turbulence, the hard earned money spared for emergency was stolen, sickness come and go (and never give up revisit), and I am far from being appointed as a senior in my office (I keep my fingers crossed that it would be sooner, damn the sickness!!).

Nevertheless, I will not let those hiccups cease my life journey ahead. Like someone said not long ago; strive, fight on, leave the past behind and walk through it all with your head up high (but forget not the grass that you walk on). Why do I feel like I have heard this over and over again?

Indeed it is a calm, quiet and peaceful Sunday. God knows how much I cherish this calmness I rarely had in my 30 years of life. I guess it has to be a good start for me. I'd better start soon on my Tiger Claws. In books I finally found peace (owh, really??)...

Well, happy birthday to me!

7 comments:

matt said...

happy birthday,dude! wishing you the best of health & wealth!
please recover soonest, will you. happy to know that you've started going out & had fun again.
god bless you!

lots of love..

Liza said...

good gracious, if it wasn't bcoz of matt, i wudn't know yr blog, dat it's yr bday n dat u're fighting for life! u shud hv told me i will b thr 4u, always! we luv u so much, u knew dat. pls tkcr n stay healthy, honey. get on yr feet & bounce back for life.
hope u had a wonderful 30th bday...well, i'm sure u had! god bless u with utmost health & wealth...

lots of luv, hugs n kisses

karl said...

happy belated birthday,am!
semoga dipanjangkan umur, sihat selalu & dimurahkan rezeki.
glad to read yr new postings, u sounds cheerful n look healthy. take great care of yrsf!

hugs & kisses

zamry said...

Happy Belated Birthday!
Love and enjoy reading your blog.
It brings somewhat different perspective about life that makes me think and reflect back on what I've gone through in my life, so far.
TQ so much. I'm a big fan of yours =)

Azhariz Azra said...

thanks a lot, guys. really appreciate the thoughts.

zamry, welcome aboard!

zamry said...
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zamry said...

Well, thank you.

Please keep on writing ok. I assume that you're in the pink health whenever you post something. Otherwise, it'll make me wonder...are you ok? =P

Or in fact, if you're not feeling so good, please also post something so that I can pray for you. Ok?